LMFAO i dunno wanna write English essays espeacially tomorrow is gonna have my ielts test, so im gonna just post some my diaries which talk bout me and my girlfriend, my life. I write a lot when im feeling sad or angry. So, maybe its negative, and informal. I think I have lost the passion being with you. I don't desire on your body, And your words sounds no fun for me, I even hate to stay in the same bed with you, My arms arent holding power when you're in, What's wrong with me? Or what's wrong with us? I don't know, Or I just don't wanna speak out. You knew it, right? After Asian dinner 2015 - 02 - 19 tmr spanish clase first, i dunno know if i would cry or nah, i dont wanna go classes i dont wanna be effeced by you, but im, even now. thinking one day to delete my fb, my ins, that anything you can contact me, and i would disappear from your world dont get myself, why i went to japan to meet your parents, i feel so sorry to them, i can not be friend with their daughter anymore after it... sorry for risa, yunia and whoever that knows me but never meet me, i cant bring any happiness to you no more lol. i would live for myself, to prove that i am still pretty fine without a pussy around me. 2015 - 04 - 14 I think I have lost the passion being with you. I don't desire on your body, And your words sounds no fun for me, I even hate to stay in the same bed with you, My arms arent holding power when you're in, What's wrong with me? Or what's wrong with us? I don't know, Or I just don't wanna know.