Breaking my fears

Hi, everyone

My name is Melissa and i'm trying to learn English since many years ago but it is for me like math for my students. i am teacher in UABC Mexicali, Mexico but at this moment i interrupted my work because i am studying a PhD . i am in Tucson, Az right now in a short stay for three months and this situation( to stay in EU) have been very difficult for me because my english is not very good, always i'm trying to traslate in my mind what i'll speak and take long to talk this is horrible.. some times i prefer not speak,, but if i never try i will never learn.

Today i spoke a little more but it isn't enough