Finding my own way to self-fulfilment. Hi everyone I´d like to share a lately thought that has been rounding my head , this idea is about renounce my job and start working as a freelance. But first let me put you in context. I am a psychotherapist currently working in FEMSA at human resources department and one of my biggest responsabilities is to assurance collaborator´s mental health throught psychological therapies, conferences and tutorials related to mental health and personal development; at the beginning I was feeling very entusiastic and optimistic about my job because there are a lot of companies, at least in México, that doesn´t care about people so I thought that I was working for a great company with a different philosophy that was willing to invest on their human capital . But as time went by I realized that was a BIG LIE, I organized semminars with different topics for 30 persons and only two attended, I must convince every manager in here over and over again about why human development is important and It seems that only numbers matters.so It looks like I´m fighting against flowing, that´s why Im starting wondering what If I start selling this ideas to people who really belive that mental health is important and stop wasting my time. I´m taking a course about how to create an online course , I´ve always wanted to managed my own time freely and share with a lot of people my experience not only as a therapist but also as a human been who has overcome fears and doubts, I want to spread a massage and earn money with it, doing what I love. My family says that I´m crazy because I´m leaving this " secure money" and taking a lor of risks but I know that job doesn´t make me happy anymore. Recently I found a text written by Allan Watts title:" The wisdom of insecurity" and It showed me that security doesn´t exist we only persuit a fantasy because life is always changing and we can´t do nothing about it. When we dare to flow with the unknown we can learn a lot about ourselves and life, that was a sign for me. So wish me success . Thanks for reading me, I´ll appreciatte you to help me with my grammar and spelling.