Fun plans I've been so busy the last couple of weeks and I love it so much! I've been sick for almost 2 years now and my social life dropped to below zero. People left me because they were scared of my illness, only a few stayed, which hurt me a lot. But that's okay, I now know who my real friends are. Kayleigh is one of them and she does everything to cheer me up and I don't think she is doing it on purpose. Even though she thinks too much after herself, she is so lovely. She is kinda my only friend, well the only friends that lives close by. We have a lot of fun plans! It's carnaval here in less than 2 weeks. I always describe it a bit as Halloween to foreign people, you dress up and party and get smashed. I skipped last 2 years because of my illness and a very controlling boyfriend but I'm definitely going to attend it this year! I'm going 2 days of the 4 and I'm obviously going with Kayleigh, we're meeting 2 boys at the place and we're staying the night at them. I have to sleep with one of them in one bed, yikes. Scary. We're also planning a trip to London and stay a couple of days at a friend who lives there. My goal is too speak English with her as correctly as possible, which is going to be a hard task. I feel like downgraded because I don't speak English anymore as much as I did.