I'm not good at English but im trying to write somthing what i feel right now When I was young I was screaming of joy and wanted every body on earth heard how much happy I was but now I'm shouting of pain the pain of losing my father and my dearest brother in an car accident. the only men who were take care of me they don't like see me unhappy. My bro who has awhite handsome face it was like an angle on earth I remember when he took me to amusement park and making jok of me when I wear the black dress he said lil sister live your life dont act above your age. He was always smiling ,always caring. Ohh father I missed you I just remember how I was hiding under your long (bishet). I remember when you were hiding me in winter under it you afraid that I got wet and the funny thing you know how much I love sweets you took me to the candy shop and u were smiling because my happiness is yours as well. Ohhh I can't stop crying.......... Just find it was and still really hard when I brought u the last cup of tea and watched you fell down of your bed. It was hard when you were in hospital and u couldn't remember me ....... I hope god will listen to pray to see u on heaven