The feeling

On Thursday I'll I'm going to buy a violin. I'm so exciting excited. I've always had a strange feel around the instrument, a kind of magic, but I never gave importance to it. I really don't know why. When I was young, I listened to classical music all the day. Especially to do my homework and go to sleep, it was relaxing. And in the most of cases (even now) the music generated stories in my head. It's feels like a little secret that nobody knows, a spark of happiness. A mixed feelings in my chest really is really what it provokes.
Thought I'm a little scarred to, I'm going to spend a big part of my savings to buy it and surely to take some classes and considering that I'm unplayed (did you mean, considering that i've never played?", doesn't it won't sounds so good. But I can't resist anymore, I think, it's like a passion that needs to be explored drive (pulsión) that has to be revealed.

I love the violin, I think it's one of the most powerful instruments to share a deeper emotion. Since From a happy melody, to an incredibley melancholy or painful emotionsenses. I really don't feel the same about any other instrument, may be the piano but not in on this level.
I hope to I don't fail in my choice