HIV check. I’m going to have operation(surgery?) from the end of this month to take my tonsils out.I’ve been annoyed by tonsillitis for a long time,so finally I’ve made up my mind to remove them.It was kind of hard decision as everyone said it hurts especially right after operation.Although they affects on my life in bad way so there was no choice literally. Today I had to go to hospital to take blood test and such ones to let them know my health condition. But I had been really worrying about blood test…I know I am kind of the person who tends to worry too much though…the test which I really was concerned was HIV check. Once I knew that I had to take the test,I started to find out about the details of the infection and how we get it in our day to day life.In the end,I learnt the fact that everyone could be the infection via several routes.The fact made me really worried actually. I really didn’t want to take the test as I was too worried if I had it…Well eventually I built up the courage to take the HIV check but I was so scared till I got a result.In any case,I had to take it as long as I have operation though. In my country,I’ve heard HIV is not still too common.But there must be so many people who are HIV carrier.Probably most of people think that HIV is someone else’s affair and not their business.Actually I was too. I got worried too much.So my doctor even asked me if I was working as a prostitute since I was too scared to know the result.So he doubted that I had sort of job.Of course not… Well I might have been over worried as my friends didn’t understand why I was such depressed due to just HIV test…but I don’t regret it.Rather,it was my good life lesson and It was good opportunity for me to be more careful about such infections and getting knowledge. I know there are so many people who are worried like me,but they just can’t take the test as it’s too scary.I really do understand their feelings.But I want them to be courageous and take it for your precious boyfriend/girlfriend and husband/wife.