Just like a boy My friend always said that I liked a boy =.= I feel so sad. Everyday, I usually look in the mirror and ask myself: What point in my face like boy's? And How to make me more beautiful? I have tried many ways, such as: changed my hair's style and used bit of cosmetics. But my friend still tease me. It made me disappointed and hated myself. Gradually, I didn't make friend with anyone because I feel so embrarrassed. Until one day, I reslize I losed many things: friends, chances and many things I want to do. And I ask myself: Why I destroy mylife just as that bad speech? Whether I was male or female, ugly or nice, I still have to live. I won't care of bad comment from anyone and I feel like myself. I will try mybest to not feel disappointed about myself.

Confusing Yesterday, when I have been sleeping, one message come and awoke me. The message was sent by stranger. Curiosuly, content of message was written about me. He knew me clearly but I don't know him. I felt worried and lots of scare. After a few minite I and he talked throught many messages, I realized he like me. Should I happy or sad? I was afraid of it just was a joke :(

How to be more confident? I feel so sad because I did'n still do what i want, event is smallest thing :( I scare anyone look at me and criticize. I tried mybest overcome it many times. But it lasted a few times, after I still can't forget think and imagine opinion of people arround me. Even now I don't dare change my avatar in facebook. Althought I love it but i think people will laught at me.