love doesn't die coz of distance , but doubt

trust is very important in a reationship . if i can't trust my bf, everytime he went out  , i must think about maybe he goes to meet some nice girl , that is a really big headache , i don't know how many ppl here has the same problem like me , how to build this trust , even i know all the password , but , if u wanna cheat ,u have many ways to go

match or love?

in a marriage , 2 ppl match with each other is more importan or love each other?is that long distant kills the love?

looking for friends can speak english i m chinese , and my english is upset me now , plz if u have time , let's have a chat

trust recently , have a bad mood , seems nothing going well, have anxious ,moody , and freak out very easily . everything is based on trust , without it , nothing can work . manything happened recently , maybe i m too much selfish , not consider the other ppl's feeling , but suppose if u have close friend , they will care about u when u r in bad time , even just once . anyway , i m disappointed on this , even i considered myself is a person not that bad . and the 1 i think who can understand me and care about me , shout on me and said something really hurt .i m confused now , where i can go next .sorry guys , i speak something here and there , maybe just want to spend some motion here , then i will not b nerves ,wish everything back to normal soon , and i m really worry now , coz ,i don't feel like i can have a friend talk about all of these .

jealous in italki , have so many ppl the can spesk more than 2 languages , me just have chinese and english , and my second language is really weak . i wanna study hard , but study this kind of thing , need peaceful heart and clear mind , wish i will b better .never get too late for study ,no matter how old u r , how busy u r . never give up