After heart break After I broke up with my boyfriend, I had a hard time to get out of that emotion. Once we loved each other so much and even had the idea to get marry. But when there was a distance between us, things went bad at once. After he went back to his country, he told me he couldn't stand with that and want to break up with me to reduce the hurt - better finger off than aye wagging. That was rational decision for me too. Now I can invest in myself, I go to gym to workoff, I learn drive and which is the most important thing- I work hard on my program instead do everything just for him. I still have the feeling on him, but I'd better take this as a wonderful life experience that makes me grown up. Hope one day I can meet someone like him but will love me forever wherever he is. Will my dream come true? I believe so.

일기삼아 나 홀로 미국에 남겨져 있고 남친은 한국으로 돌아간지 어언 한달이 넘었다. 마지막 학기를 남겨두고 부모님 사업 도우랴 수업 들으랴 취업 준비하랴 눈코뜰새 없이 바쁘면서도 날 잘 챙겨주지 못해 미안하다고 늘 얘기한다. 앞으로 마주칠 곤난도 많지만 같이면 뭐든지 이겨낼것 같다. 한글타자가 아직 서툴기만 하다. 많은 연습이 필요하다.

Life goals I never know how many years I can live, nobody knows. The quality of life is not depends on the length of it but the diversity and challenges I have accomplished. I suddenly have a idea comes up in my mind today that I should set up my life goals, or a to do list before my life done. Here are part of them. Attend a Olympic game, be a animal trainer, make my beloved cry in happy way. When I try hard for those goals and make them become true, I will say I had a pretty awesome life.

I got sick From last night, I felt pain in my throat, could not swallow neither speak. So I went to school healthy center to seeking for help, but they told me they have full of appointment for today, and If I want to wait for a random chance(?) it will take at least two hours. So I gave up and head to CVS pharmacy and got some medicine for myself. ps. buying medicine is always a big problem for me because I hardly understand the name of each drug even though I have dictionary with me all the time.

Back yo school This is the first week of new semester after four months break, and I feel great to back to classroom. I only choose two courses, one is behavioral economic and the other is economic of government. Guess what is my major. You are right! Economic! These two courses have a lot of reading materials, I mean A LOT of!! So I plan to spend as much time as I can in library, and do my best! Even though I only have two courses, it won't be very easy. Good luck to my 2013 fall!