20130901 America was planning to attack Syria, and people invented many kinds of missiles threatening each others. From one point, all things we were doing seemed no meaning, just like a group of ant. And from another point, they were all of enjoyable, such as why the machine can running, why the bulb can lightening. Many people was bored of this world, they felt no interesting in anything. But some one lived very happily. The question of life was a complex one, it was not easy to interpret.

20130829 Several days ago, I felt I were not in a good mood. So I went to the seaside,stayed there until night was coming. I seated on an abandoned wooden fishing boat, looking at the the face of the sea. There were many ships in the distance. And the moon glared through the water. It was a beautiful scenery, but I couldn't hold it. Good feelings arises only in a short moment, and soon it turned to memory, being leaved in the sea of the mind. I like stayed alone, thinking quietly.

20130827 There are two bulbles in the distance, one is lightening while the other is not, It seems that the lightening one is bigger than the extinct one.But when coming closely,they seemed alike. I thought of a sectence: You feel others are taller than you, because they are standing when you are kneeling. So don't be no confident about yourself. Everyone has the moment to lightening. We can do nothing but only to keep on. My heart is always flowing in air.It should have been on ground. Sometimes I felt anxious about future, I can't thought about the meaning of life. Preparing for an exam to attempt to get a further education after graduate, I learn Maths, English, The ideological and political theory and my professional courses everyday. But usually I felt confused, I don't know the applications of them, just for a exam? I thougt about that all evening, and finally got this conclusion: There are many things I have to learn in the future, and many things to do, when doing that, I need many knowledge, but it's too late to learn when that day comestic. So I have to prepare them by now, not just only for an exam.

What's the difference bettwen interpret and explanation? "The explanation of them in my book is not clear " Can I replace "explanation" by "interpret" here?

20130826 I came across some questions in mathematics,probability theory and mathematical statistics,specifically.When I went on to the chapter six,sampling and sampling distribution,I felt it's hard to go ahead.Because there are three kinds of classical distribution model,X^2 distribution ,t distribution and F distribution .The interpret of them in my book is not clear and the proving process of some theorems are not given ,only listing their properties.I feel bored about that!!