Flight to eternity

What's the matter with you - I answered my best friend once.
Why do you drink and smoke so much?
It worsens your health. (It's bad for your health)

That was his answer. I remember that four years later.
You know why people don't fly?
Why they are so grounded?
No sense for life, only repeatable things appears.

You go to school and university, then you must go home in this prison with four walls.

And tomorrow everything will be repeated and repeated for eternity.

Why is this world so unreal and heartless?

When I am drunk I'm happy and all the world is happy with me.

He suggested me fall down from high building and be free. (He suggested that I jump of a high building and be free.)

I think that was a joke, some ridiculous thing.
I didn't believe for him
But...

So unreal but he has done it, he was flying, he could but It's for a few seconds.

This was the flight to the Eternity, but I don't think he was happy at that moment.

P.S.
My friend, I will always remember you