First notebook entry: Introducing myself

hi i am memory ，I'm glad to be here. I like shopping now and  I work in a small company. I dont like my job because it‘s boring all day . Let's you see if you would want sit on a single chair and watch (/stare at) the “computer” for the whole day.（just like it）everyday i really afraid of got out of mine ， I'm afraid I will lose my mind one day.  I have worked here for 4 months here . Many of my classmates always asked me：why is a litte boy instered interested in studing learning english？why ？it's useful for me and ours all of us, don't do you think so? so why dont you not learn a languge that you like? We are young,, please don't be lazy. Don't regreted it when you are an got old men man with a grey beard ！that's the cause reason why I want to learn of study english of mine ~~never never give up ！