i had a hamster - part one i had a hamster. living alone for nearly two years makes me odd, i mean, mentally. because i often weak up or go to bed with emptyness, my room is always cold and i speak to air frequently. one winter night when i hanged around at a mall, walked in the pet store really just to watch puppies and kittens, and then, bought a hamster home after all. the hamster was a white furball with a dark gray line right in the middle of back, nobody knows its gender because it too small, but i guess it was a she.i sat on the back seat on taxi, holding the plastic box with my hamster in it, like i was holding a heart, it was beating and i was nervous and excited. although i don't have any children but i think to take care a pet may share the same feeling. from that moment on, i was responsible for her. the first night we spent together wasn't peaceful, i alway wanted to check her to see did she alive or did she ran away? and she did made big noise to make me check as well. the other day was better, she began to eat and shit.trust me their urines are really smelly, hah. and there's something change about myself: i began to worry. worry if she did well when i was out, worry i would work overtime so that i cannot come back home earlier when she was waiting. and worry i myself would no longer free as before...i wanted to grab her in that days but she was afraid of me. i remembered that one day i fed her with my hand, and guess what, she licked me! oh my god, softest little red tongue and the paws held my finger. it was very touching when you find someone begin to trust you, especially for those timid suspicious little creature. she died in the sixth morning, last time i checked her in 2 am. and when i get up at 8, she had already stiff out side her little cottage. i took her to a pet hospital quite near my house, a nurse told me my hamster was too small to cure and she was already died. i am very guilty, i should have seen the signs - she bearly moved the night before, i thought she just sleep since she was warm and breathing. i have to say, i really took this thing seriously, to have a hamster. i am not the one who choose to have a pet just making fun and careless to them then leave them. i took good care. but the reason of my hamster's death, i found out afterward. she was buried under the second tree near a basketball ground, i visited this spring, i saw there were more flowers growing than nearby ground. she became elements back to the nature.

Take care "Take care." Last night my friend said this to me on WeChat. She lives in ChangZhou, a thousand miles away from Beijing. But we are breathing the same flavor of heavy smoggy air. It's been a week. Everybody talks about it, every media works on it and every day there is a smog red alert for the citizens. From anger and anxiety, now it's turn to despair. I start to think, "This is maybe the beginning when the sun died." Yesterday it snowed.It should be a surprise for the less rainy city of Beijing. Unfortunately children can't play outside like i used to do in my childhood.The weather forecast told the snow is too dirty. Parents are the most worrying ones. Their children are too vulnerable to take trachitis，asthma，pneumonia or potential cancer. I brought three kinds of defensive mask：3M 1211、3M 8210VCN and 3M 9501. I don't know does it really works. Maybe i can flee to another city, but that's not easy to decide since all my families were born and raised here. And my parents spend a life time working in a state-owned enterprises，they can't leave. And i got a fairly good salary in an amazing company, which is hard to find in another place for a recent graduate. And, of course. where can i flee to? We all live under the same sky in the same planet. "Take care." To you who is reading my dairy. I feel sorry though.

My day 7-25-2015 I woke up at 6am. today, worked all the day from 7 in the morning until 4 in the afternoon. I felt exhausted when I back at home, lied in the bed and hated to move. My mother wanted to go swim after supper but I didn’t because I was so tired. But finally, I did it anyway. I am an editor, but sometimes I wrote some article to earn extra money…hmm…Actually…Not sometimes…everyday I have to finish one and commit it. I have opened my computer 2 hours ago, and by far not a single word has been written. So, this is my day today. Ps: I think Lianne La Havas is an respectable singer.

help~What does these mean？1. foot-to-floor 2. steer or stow what does these mean in chinese? 1. foot-to-floor and 2 steer or stow if you don't speak in Chinese, please explain in English, i think i can understand. thanks a lot !!!

what is "man bun" ? 中文怎么翻译呢 i think that is a hairstyle, right? does anybody know how to say it in Chinese? “man bun"用中文怎么翻译呢？

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i feel a little boring right now?

does anyone want to chat? 

in english or in chinese putonghua.