marriage

Why do people do not want to start a family? I'm not married. Why? I lived for several years with a beloved man in a civil marriage (our marriage was not officially registered).

*However, I understand - I'm not ready to marry him. Everyone, even subconsciously, trying to build his family as his parents. I am willing to donate to their chosen love, care for it, to create comfort in the house.*

I'm not sure about this paragraph but perhaps it should go something like this:

However, I didn't feel ready to marry him. Everyone thought we were trying to build a family like his parents. I was willing to care for their son (their chosen love?) and to create comfort in the home. (Let me know if this is close to what you mean or if you meant something else)

I need a man who can love me and support a family. Now very few young people are able to take responsibility. Some people prefer an open relationship.

*Men communicate effectively until late adulthood. In women of childbearing nature limited period.*

Do you mean something like: Men don't have to settle down until late adulthood but women have to do it sooner if they want to have children.

I'm selfish. Now I live comfortably. Today, next to me there is no man, for which whom I'll be ready to make concessions, and infringe my convenience.

I hope this helps. Excellent notebook entry. Lots to think about.