my thinking sometimes,i have a lot ideas~ However, i don't put them into pratice~ maybe there is not enough bravery to do it~ Then,i will be down to disappointment~ More ideas, more disappointment,more ideas,more disappointment~~ endless bad recycle~~ That makes me crazy~~ my sleep quality become worse and worse~ my brain switches slower and slower~~I hate this~~ All i know is change~~ change what? no one can give me a clear answer~ Only myself can do the choice~~ The most important point is the attitude~~i should begin from it~~ (PS:There are many mistakes in these sentence~ i just want to write down my thoughts at this moment in English~~ )