I'm kind of nervous about my future I don't know where my future lies.I don't wanna lead a life that my parents have already arranged for me,although some friends of mine have accept their "fate".I want to go out and see how beautiful the world is,I want to help the poor people in Abyssinia,I want to find the true meaning of my life...... But the reality is always cruel.In China,power is everything.If u want a good job,it's the excellent personal relationships instead of ability that really matters.In Chinese,we call this phenomenon "拼爹".“爹”=“爸爸”=father，in this phrase,“爹” is more than just father.It refers to the people you know and having power in some fields.With their help,u can get the job without efforts,although other competitors are more excellent than u.This phenomenon is too common,almost every large recruitment is involved,especially Civil Servant interviews. My parents wish I could be a civil servant,because of its steady environment and considerable revenue.But I don't like the working atmosphere.Inanimate,tedious,every predecessor I know use these words to describe their jobs.Actually,except for foreign-capital enterprises,all the working environments are similarly ossified. So do the uni tho.The Boys play dota together,girls watch Korean series at dormitory-----typical Chinese college students' life.In Chinese,we call it "混日子",meaning u are wasting ur time. Students don't care about the outside world.They even don't care the people around.And they don't know how to cooperate with partners,and so on. During our 12 education, we are told "there is only one answer" again and again.In uni tho,things get better,but we always find we still can't get rid of it,as it have been planted in our souls. I wanna go to HK,a city full of the air of freedom.And study there,even live there.So I have to learn English hard from now!