So Sad.. My boyfriend is 14 years ahead of my age. He's a well experienced vet in a local province so we have to bear this long- distance relationship. And though we only get to see each other for twice every year, we maintain the sweetness and intimacy which every normal relationship has.. not until today. Today wasn't such a good one for me. I had to break up with my guy because his past girlfriend is starting to get into him again. He accused me of just making it as an excuse so I could get out of the relationship which I nurtured for almost five years now. I can accept the fact that they had a child. But I cannot understand why the girl keeps on telling me that they still have this sweet little thing between them. When confronted about this, my boyfriend said it ain't true (of course he'd tell me that). So to prove true of his statement, I requested him to block the girl on his list or else I would be the one to get out of his life. I feel so sad and frustrated right now. It ain't easy letting go of him though there are no promises of wedding bells - just getting old together. It isn't easy letting go of the memories of our struggles and successes together. But I know I had to do it. For if he loves me truly, he would grant my request. As of this moment, we are not talking. I am still hoping he'd win me back. I wish tomorrow without him in my life will never come.