I need power! fighting~ For a while now,my mind is filled with some sadness .It is hard to explain this kind of mood.as known that Gump said "Stupid as stupid does"Pessonally,chinese educational ways are kind of the stupid doing.especially in Eglish-wise.I had spent so much precious time to learn it without confidence and happiness.I always ask myself "what am i doing this for"yeah,just for examination.this is a truth,but it is nor a part we shold focus on for a rael person.studying is just funny ,but for me and general chinese students ,all these just reverse.