Day4: Why I am not happy? I studied English hard this week and had a long day. I don't happy during that. Why? The reason why is learning a foreign language is just tools. I forgot that things. I went to happy hour event at the school where I'm going to go to next Monday. I met future classmates, one of them is from new york. His speaking is very fast, but he and I are the same age and take a common class. So I could talk with him about design. When I went to an English language school, couldn't speak not at all. I realized I don't speak well even Japanese. Having common point is important to the conversation. I know that, but I forgot that completely. At the night, I was very happy. I don't forget the experience.

Diary: day3 I had to do a lot of stuff that distracted me from studying yesterday. The day was bad, my iPhone was not working suddenly first. I was going to have a lunch with friends of mine, but I'm bad with directions. I was worry about how would go there though no iPhone. So, tried taking a picture of the map on my computer screen by my camera. Finally got to the destination as viewing a camera monitor. There was my worries besides broken iPhone. I'm going to a training school like as Dev Bootcamp a week after next. I have had anxiety about whether I will be not able to understand English. In the night, I sobbed in front of my husband. He hugged me with putting my head.

Diary: Day2 I took an interview in English for admissions today.

The scool has four courses that are Product design, Grouth hack, Sales, and Engineering, offer how you into the startups community fast.

Honestly, I know my English level isn't meet their requirements.

I couldn't hear and understand what the interviewer said well, that depressed me.

On the other hand, I was excited we could talk about design. I had never disuccused design in English.

I hope I'll nice to meet future cohort-mate.

Diary: day1 Please check and corret. --- I met a friend of mine who was classmate at English second language school for the first time in 5 month. I went back to Japan for a couple of month while that, I hadn't studying English. Her English was improved, that encouraged me. I should begin again to study so started write the diary as a starter. She recommended for writing a diary everyday based on her experience in improving her English. I want to acquire more vocabraly. I'm going to interview of a design school next monday that made me pretty nervous and exciting. Let's create one step at a time!

Logo design Recently, I'm making logo design for a new company. The company's vision is very philosophical, and I feel that is nice, but It is difficult to put it in the form of graphic. Now, I'm nerves a bit because COO is famous and smart. I wonder if I won't disappoint him. but I think if this project is success, that make me growth.

This is my last week in a school I enrolled English language school 6 weeks ago. I'm getting finish the school. When the first day at school, I had been afraid to speak English. That reason is I wasn't go to junior high school. They usually studied elementary level English gramme in Japan. What I had never study English made me feel an inferiority complex. But I changed after going to school. There ware students who same level from all over the world. Their encouraged me. Now I'm thinking something by using English often. I didn't think that I could become speaking English a little bit. It is good for me to enroll the school. To study something is a great even adults.

I get back to study English. I registered italski few years ago. After that I interrupted studying English. but I have married with a Japanese who live in San Francisco unexpectedly last year. Therefore I moved into San Francisco, and I needed to learn English. Recently I have been studying English in private language school. I am getting understand what English is very fun. I have knew English a little bit, so that I want to speak English more.

1st note Hi, everyone. I'm Haiji, live in Tokyo, Japan. I have learning English since 2 weeks ago. In Japan, Usually people study English during a junior high school. But I was non-attendance at junior high school ,so that I had inferiority complex. I wanna speak in English well.