Vent emotions I know what I feeling now but I dont know how to discribe it? Sould i say im so upset? I dont wanna talk with my parents, I cant handle that the attention for the children from chinese parents. For them , maybe for the most of chinese parents this attention means do everything as them will. But Im not a robot, Im a human someone has owe feelings own emotions. I told them I dont wanna get married too early , I want to travel around world. Guess what they say? YOU ARE WORRY! The life rules is get married and have kids! Who made these rules?When i work in a small company they said YOU ARE WORRY! Maybe you should choose a secure job. My job is not? I felt the inner restraint become stronger everyday when i live in china, every elders look at me like a freak. And then I found another way run away, Ill go another country to work. But Guess what they say? My mom is crying. Yes, she did. She worried about my life cuz Ill choose a WORRY way! I think most of chinese children could understand the elders feeling, and I also do. But another part of my mind want yelling! what the hell is! Did i insane? No. Im not and you guys did! I have no idea where i could vent. Thats all. And Ill live my life use my rules.