Why don't you listen to this song, cindy? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHPOzQzk9Qo&feature=fvst 乐观生活 生命中总有些不如意 它们真的能让你抓狂 还有些使你诅咒和咒骂 当你咀嚼生活的乏味 别抱怨 ,吹个口哨 这能帮事情变好 还有 总是看到好的一面 总是看到好的一面 如果生活看起来非常糟糕 肯定有什么事你忘了 那些关于高兴、微笑、舞蹈和歌唱的事情 当你觉得一团糟 别象个榆木疙瘩 缩起你的嘴，吹个口哨，就这样 还有 总是看到好的一面 来吧 总是看到好的一面 因为生活如此荒诞 死亡是最终的结局 你总得鞠躬谢幕 忘了你的罪 给观众一个开怀的笑 享受它，不管怎么说这是你最后的机会 所以总是看到好的一面 在你最后一次呼吸之前 生活是****（粗话） 当你看着它的时候 生活是一次大笑，死亡是个玩笑，真的 你会看到这都是一场戏 当你上演时保持是喜剧 记住要笑到最后 总是看到好的一面 看生活好的一面 来吧伙伴，庆祝一下 总看到好的一面 世界末日离你还远，知道吗？ 总是看到好的一面 我是说——你将会失去什么？ 你知道，你本来就一无所有 你会再回到虚无 你将会失去什么？什么也没有

Correction: EVERY TIME,WHEN I LOOK AT PHOTOS ABOUT OUR JOURNEY OR ABOUT OUR LIFE, MOST OF TIME , THEY MAKE ME FEEL GLOOMY.MAYBE I MISS THE PAST,MAYBE I ONLY FOUND OUT NOW THAT THIS PERIOD OF TIME DID NOT BELONG ME UNTIL THIS MOMENT WHEN IT'S ALL BEEN BROUGHT BACK TO ME . I THINK THAT MY SISTER IS VERY KIND BUT "HARD".I HAVE NO IDEA AS TO WHY SHE IS SO HARD. OUR PARENTS DIVORCED SEVERAL YEARS AGO,SHE IS SO INDEPENDENT AND HAS A LOT OF FRIENDS WHO ARE LIKE-BROTHERS. I KNOW THAT MY WORDS ARE A MESS,BUT THEY ARE REALLY WHAT I WANT TO SAY ."Memory" IS TRULY SOPHISTICATED . My answer is that no one had a perfect childhood, so don't live in the past , remember the happy times and think positively about your future.

Hi Cindy. Are you asking for a translation of this? Or a correction? Or are you hoping for comments?

I think your memory has storage some information about you and your old sister's sensitive feelings . Memory means at here is storage ,keep ,mind etc. I guess.

i think that memory will bring "the past" cowboy....