I'm Still Looking for My Purpose in Life

Every few years, it seems like I am doing something new, and every time I think to myself, “I'm going to do this, it's my best choice!" Over the past 5 years, I have tried working as a web designer, a graphic designer, and as a decorator in a clothing store. I have lived in Indonesia, Vietnam, and Sri-Lanka, and I have even worked a normal job in one location, for example, as the manager of a restaurant.

Now, though, I only have one job that I am doing from time to time. Most of my time I spend with my friend, who is a clothing designer, and with my twin sister, who is the originator of this brand. Quite often, we participate in major music festivals, network, and sell our clothing there, but I never seriously thought that working for this brand is my final destination and my life’s activity.

While I do stop and look at my life from time to time, it is somewhat hard to admit that my life is passing by without me really understanding what is happening. It seems like I am safely in a boat on the water, yet, have no control as to its final course. So where it will eventually lead to, I simply do not know… :)*

Hi, Angelina. Good job! Whatever changes I made were to allow your sentences to sound more natural to my native ears, to clarify your thoughts, and for ease of reading. Sincerest apologies if I have misinterpreted. I hope that this helps you. J.

*Each of us is different, but I think we all eventually find the right path. To me, it seems like you are simply allowing life to push you along, rather than actively taking steps towards your goals whatever they may be. That said, as long as you are happy, supporting yourself, and not hurting anyone else, who can say that you are not leading a good life? Regardless, best of luck!