Dairy 05/21/2019 So , today is not so hot (I don't know if it's a right way to expression 'so so' , I want to say it's neither a good day nor a bad day , just so so , but I'm sure there is a more native way to say it , please tell me if you know). in the morning, my teleconference not goes well , I can got maybe 60% of what he said , but after the conference, my boss ask me what is my work in this week , and I'm not familiar with the vocabulary that he used , but I guess he means that. but I don't got it at that moment , so I'm froze there , too nervous to ask him to repeat his question. that was really embarrassing. I think I got some impatience recently , I really want to improve my english , cause I need to use it at my work. But I also knows that language can never be learned in short term. You have to study every day. I'm regret not learning English well in college , I spend so many time on game and what ever something else. and yesterday , my boyfriend apologized to me for he flirting with other boy in dating APP. since he didn't really have sex with another one ( is there a more native way to say that?) so I forgive him.but if it happed agin , I will definitely breakup with him.