Plz check my diary in english Before beginning this semester, my head was fulled with concerns about what i have to do in the future and I always bothered myself having a doubt whether i could really make it or not. I felt like I became to be more nervous because there was no special things that i should do at that time. So I tried to find something to do that can makes me more confident and proud of myself. First, I took an korean examination hosted by KBS. As I believed that I am a good Korean native speaker, and i had lots of knowledge about Korean than other people, I thought I could get a good score for sure. However, I totally blew the test and got an unsatisfying score. I also applied for a guide who helps diplomats from various countries with introducing Korea and korean culture, but I was not selected as a guide. This two situations got me down and I lost my confidence in everything. I thought I could be in better mood after the semester is started, but now I feel more tired and l am losing confidence than any other time before. As I stopped studying English and German for a long time, I am afraid of speaking in other languages, and I always compare myself with other people who looks better than me. How could I get through this situations? I want to find a solution as soon as possible.