Long time no see it is like a dream when i am typing these word in italki now ,last time it has pasted like many years that i can't remember clearly. During these times, i have went through the marriage, new job, or new life which is totally different from the one that just studied for the degree in France . However the life is not what i expect, the more thinking the more regret which is really scary i think. A long time ago i knew very well what i am looking for, but now the future is so vague and dim for me. No close friends, no relatives etc, what i have done for myself. Maybe It is a failure! A little thought tonight!