My hopeless test I have a friend called Mr.Sorry. Every time, his messages started from sorry. When he told me he should conceal our appointment to York, when he didn’t reply my messages on times, when he didn’t help me in the exam, I know what he would say even without listening the first sentence of his reply, though sometimes I don’t care or think it’s unnecessary to apologize. Such tons of sorry even make me think the sorry is the most useless word. The test today only counts for 5% grade, but the process is endless. It lasted 3hours and we should tun parameters to get a relatively perfect result. There are two parts of the whole exams. When I tried to solve the first question, no matter how many times I tried I can’t get a reasonable output. The left time wasn’t much, I felt hopeless. My mind easily full of negative thoughts at such time. It liked a whisper beside my ear said:” you are not suitable for learning engineering.” ( I should improve in this area. Everyone will confront various difficult problems whatever they do. The most important is have an motivated and positive attitude and efficiently find the solutions. I’ll imply myself that I can do it instead of being exhausted and sad) It’s illegal to see other’s code, but the time almost ran out. I had no idea why it happened and had no choice to see the mate’s parameters who sat beside me. He seemed didn’t want me to plagiarize because he would close the window where there were parameters. I turned back and had an eye contact with Mr.Sorry and told him I need help. He understand and I point to his phone, which meant sent me by messages. Nothing happened. Finally I realize I used a wrong document and luckily finished the test. But after that, I felt I’m not sure somebody whether I can believe or not.