I NEED SOMEONE TO SAVE MY Life. Okay. I really need to write something now, because I’m kinda drunk. ( so I have this courage to write something, but I want to write it in English, I still want to improve my English even though I’m drunk as fuck HAHA.) lately I have a worry. I hate my appearance. I’m not confident. people tell me to be confident but I’m so ugly so how can I be confident? You guys please stop talking bs! Don’t try to be nice, yes I know I have a kind heart I have a nice personality, and I did have boyfriends, but So what? I don’t like my fucking nose! Now I’m getting chubby, I also don’t like it, but I will work out.But what can I do for my ugly, not defined nose?What can I do?A nose job! I want to do a nose job so bad!I believe some guys approach me it’s cuz 1. They think I’m attractive person cuz I have a good personality and I’m humorous (OKAY you can’t see I’m humorous, cuz I’m drunk af ok?)2. Because I have a pussy. My friends always joked about it, they said“ men don’t really care about your appearance if you have a pussy, you will get 60 basic score(out of 100), very inspiring. 3. It’s true LOVE. I do really want a nose job and make myself look better. I hate this world, people judge by their appearance. I do have good outfit and I put on makeup, I care if I wear stylelsih but this fucking nose ruins everything. I’m never a pretty girl. I just want to be pretty, is this a sin?I put so many efforts to my life, I do care about people, I’m kind and polite to them, but why do I have a ugly nose?IM REALLY SAD. My sisters have a good nose, but I don’t have one. And what annoys me is that I want to do a nose job but I don’t have money and I think my family don’t want me to do it. This fucking Asian way of thinking really drives me crazy, they always say “ your parents gave you this body and look, if you try to change it, they will be sad and it means you are a bad daughter.” WTF? I don’t know when can I do my nose job, I feel really hopeless. Can anyone save my life?