Illusions of Salvation

So many times I ever prayed to God,

Might be too busy to read my heart.

All I want is just a small hut,

a shelter that is warm and bright.

Yet Mum's Mummy's tears haven't driedvanished,

or a kid's incessant cries1 weepping still continued;

I knew know there's a destiny to be settled,

raise up 2my head and I won't yield.

Hide my fraility thorough a forced smile

That's all of the process of our life lives.

we gotta learn to bear!



P.S.: This afternoon, after talked talking with mum, these words came over to my mind.This afternoon.

Indeed I ever prayed thousands of times when I was a little girl but it's useless.  God only helps those who can help themselves....that's the only truth.

I wish I could fly to the Seventh Heaven...............

1. There's a difference between a cry and a weep.  Weep means crying in great sorrow.  A kid has not experienced enough sorrows to be weeping.  The parents would.

2.  Redundant.