Diary on an Internet game I'm having a crush on an anime/Internet game character. When I listen to the song of this character, I was so carried away by my obsession with him. Inspirational, crushed and then melting, I could not help feeling all these overwhelming emotions at the same time, which is not strange at all - who would not marvel at and fall for a perfect combination of strength and utter beauty? The character along with roughly a hundred of others are all designed for a popular Japanese Internet game Touken Ranbu. The game has its drawbacks. For example, the purpose of fighting - to "protect the past history" - does not make much sense to me. This purpose seems to exist in the abstract and calls for much concrete, additional explanation. Perhaps the game just intends to make players feel the excitement where their blood pumped into their heads every time they see those exquisitely designed characters draw their swords. Indeed, for many players drooling over their favorite game characters, what matters the most is nothing more than the aesthetic enjoyment brought out by the game, which breeds rich fantasies.