Why I don't like to write essays

Hi!
I wanted to write something to practise but I didin't didn't have a good subject.
Because of this, I am going to write about my difficult to write texts. difficulties with writing.
Yes, it has been a big problem since I was born.
When I was in the high school I suffered a lot, because we had to write many essays. We had to write about books, make reports about movies etc.
I've always hated to have to write essays.
Despite of I hate hating it, once I had to make pass a big test to earn a scholarship and my essay was so good that I got to study in the university without paying. To me it was a good achievement.
Honestly after this situation, I got to be more confident but I don't like to write yet. (1)
Sometimes I've written something I write things here, but I need to be inspired. If I am inspired the words come to my brain naturally and I get to conclude write my essay easily.
I thanks thank you in advance for the corrections.

(1) This sentence sounds awkward. I would say, "Since this situation, I have gotten more confident, but I still don't like to write."

Great job! I don't like writing either. With some practice you'll be writing English like a native speaker. :-)