It comes and goes It comes and goes. It’s like a black cloud comes suddenly in a sun shiny day, pushing you down physically. It doesn’t matter how successful you are, how busy your life is or how everything is such a blessing and of course you're obviously aware of all of these. It’s just that deep feeling inside you that for some reasons you have no idea why it’s there…because it’s not supposed to be there and of course it shouldn’t be there. It comes and goes. You know everything around you is good like you cannot really complain about anything. You know people think you are okay, so you act like you are okay, but deep down inside you don’t know how to feel and the fact that you have no idea why you feel this way just bothers you so much. You’re just … numb…waiting for the feeling to pass so you can go on with your life, so you can breathe easier and of course smile from your own heart. It comes and goes. It's the greatest feeling in the world when it fades away. It’s just like you feel you are more alive after you go through sickness. You feel like everything is back to the way it's supposed to be and again you can feel happiness, you can appreciate more relationships you have with people … you can appreciate …every single thing. It comes and goes … simple like a cycle of nature. But it would be easier for you if you had someone to walk it through with you. It would be easier for you if people around knew you had it even if you seem like you don’t. However please please please trust me, it will go.