My first gymnasium experience I went to the gymnasium today. It is my first time to a gym. I felt extremely nervous before i went there. I had to persuade myself to step out my house and go there. I am a little afraid of that place, to be honest. But deep inside I know this kind of emotion is totally unnessessary. I know nobody is going to laugh at me but I am still ashamed of my thin body. But after an hour of excercise, I felt good. All the sweat and the energy made me feel like a new person. I felt happy and excited. Strangely, although i spend so much energy in there, i felt i have more power to accomplish more things. All these feelings, physical and emotional, make me feel comfortable. I hope one day i would love it. and i don't mean to be that kind of muscular guy. I just want to be healthy and live a happy life.