Something from my mind I have been learning English for 5 years but sometimes i stop my learning for a while. Sometimes I forget some words I need conversation partner for improve my skills, I don't know how I can improve my english without conversation! I know I should read books in english and listen different podcasts. I can speak english if you ask me something but sometimes I feel shy and think : " I can't do this , I can't say this". For example I really afraid of speaking on a phone, I can't show to my partner what i want to say because he will not see me. When I get some offers from interesting job I refuse it because I realiIze should talking on a phone with people (clients). I don't understand Am I really can't do this or is is diffidence?