05.24 My professor just said that I was fit for a scholar because I was intelligent and diligent. Honestly, I have never thought about becoming a scholar. I have no idea what it means. And I was extremely confused with the question what kind of person I am going to be. I just love learning and I have much fun. However, I actually skipped classes quite often when I was at university two or three years ago. I was so morbid at that time with mental illness. It just didn't make sense to me to sit in the classroom, acting like a good student, studying hard to get good scores. I mean, what's the meaning of all these things? Fortunately, I was recovered from that sickness. It turned out that I still love learning. Without anyone to pushing me and cramming the doctrine into my mind, I enjoy learning new interesting things by myself. Learning is enjoyable when it just for learning, not for a good reputation, money or expectations from others.