what's wrong with my love life?????:-( I've recently got a new boyfriend, I've known him for 3 years we've been almost like best friends, he's been there when I was sad and he was the only one who could make me smile, just with him being there made me happy, and I've liked him ever since I met him, and he's liked me since he laid eyes on me too. It took us 3 years to finally be with each other... During those three years I've had relationship problems.. I was in one that lasted for 17 months, and I went through a bad break up with him. But I've been over that guy for a couple months now, and I realised my feelings for the guy I'm with now were always there, they just were covered up. My boyfriend wanted to be with me the minute he saw me. It hurt him so bad to not be with me for so long. And he's so in love with me. I am in love with him too, but I keep thinking about how scared I am, of how I might screw this up, and him hate me too... What's wrong with my heart?? Why can't I get over this fear? I want to be with him for a long time so bad, he makes me happy every time I'm sad he'll make me happy, he can always put a smile on my face, and when he kisses me I feel a big connection that goes through my body, but it stops at my heart... It just stays there, when I want it to give me that jolt of pure happiness.. But so far I haven't had it, whats wrong with me??...