20100622: Unhappy feelings The iron entered into my soul. I’m more unhappy than before. What on earth is wrong with me? Sitting on the forum when it’s sunny out? I do prefer a heavy raining to a sultry weather. So hateful weather! I feel so tired but I can’t sleep. I can’t count how many days like this had already lasted. But I still have to keep a smile on my face in the every daytime. I am listening to music for touching my soul by myself everyday while I am walking alone on the way to home or to work. Day after day, time went by from my hand, just like a drop of water which is on the point of a needle drop into the sea.