One Day I Won't Need The Answer After I read an article which talked about longevity, I remembered my mother weirdly, then I guessed that's because of her no longer young age. It's cannot be more impolite to say that I think my mother is such a less active and more neurotic woman that I seldom miss her, even though now I am far away from my hometown. Once I told others that it could be excused if parents preferred the most brilliant child of them, but I don't think I can be forgave easily. Honestly speaking, I am tired of ignorance and comparison, and I want to be the proud of my parents one day. But I am such a common girl without any special strengthens even in studying, so nobody will notice me if I am walking in the crowds. Unluckily, gradually I realize that I am becoming more and more similar to my mother because I have inherited all her bad personalities such as pessimism when I was much younger. I have been trying to make them notice me more and then like me even a little, but finally I lost myself. " Do they like you? " I ask myself, no answer.