Feeling Anxious While Waiting Last year, I made a huge and brave decision--to pursue a masters degree in the US. Without enough money to achieve this goal, I could only find some ways that can help me with this problem. Luckily, I found an agent that provides people with scholarship only if people need to teach their mother languages in exchange. Then, I began preparing the GRE test and TOEFL. However, the two exams are not that easy to prepare. At that time, I had a job during the day, and at night I also had a part-time job. So it was quite a challenge for me to prepare the tests. After struggling with the tests and the jobs, I found that I cannot prepare well under this condition, so I quit the job, and then focused on the tests. I spent about half a year to prepare the tests, and then submit my application to the agent. Fortunately, I got the chance of interview. However, I am that kind of person who gets nervous easily. I think I didn't give a good impression to all the interviewers. Now, i'm waiting for the result of the interview. I feel anxious, nervous, and afraid every day. Studying abroad is my childhood-dream. If I can make this dream come true, all my efforts are totally worth.