Reality is Tough I went to the public employment security office to get a new job yesterday. I first looked for it on Internet and I chose three companies. And then I talked about them with a office worker. As I wanted to apply for all of them, he called them, but a person in charge who was one of them had been out. I called him after came back to my home. He told me that it was difficult for me to remember a lot of things then. I first didn't understand what he wanted to say, but after few seconds I found that the meaning was what I was an old woman. He never said such a thing clearly but I wanted to hear that.