Diary of my life in Canada　October 8 I went shopping today. It had been a while so I couldn't control myself and I bought a cloth. I mean, I didn't expect I bought something, but during shopping I found that I liked it. I've been looking for a cloth that I like and reasonable price, and finally I found it! I'm happy that I got it. I realized how difficult Japanese language is. I think when Japanese people tell something, we usually think about how to say it. We prefer more kindly expression, or we don't want to say something too directly. In Japan, saying something directly is a kind of rude expression. It would hurt someone sometimes. Even now when I speak English, I can't stop thinking Japanese at first, and after I translate to English. So I often can't speak fluently. I'm really angry by myself. So when I speak English, my English is wired because I think Japanese and translate it to English. I know it's not good for me. Only when I'm excited or I really want to tell something, I can speak fluently. I think it doesn't matter if I can speak English or I know English. The most important thing is how much I want to communicate to people. Language is a communication tool. We speak for communication. It's not for studying. I'm actually a not talkative person. Even thought I was in Japan, I didn't communicate to people often. Of course when I meet someone at first, I try to talk them and I also talk when I spend time with my friends. But I think I should be active person more in Canada. It's obviously thing that I need now.