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I can't sleep tonight, I am a little nervous and scared.  I am having an operation tomorrow morning.  I was injured in an accident in the factory last year and I still can't lift anything heavy. Hopefully it will be a success. Other things have also happened, so my heart is not light.  I should care more about positive things.  Everything has two sides. Honestly, I don't want to work in a factory anymore.  It is so dangerous.  But I have no other way to make money and I am responsible for my family.  I want to be who I want to be.  My superior at work even slapped me across the face, but I don't have enough strength to overcome it.  I should work harder to stop the cycle and control my destiny.  I really need a change. There is a saying, "When you feel pain, walk away, because time goes on." I really should realise what is important for me.  Good luck to me, everything will be ok!

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i am a little nervous and little fear. --> I am a little nervous and afraid [a little 或者 a bit; afraid 或者 fearful]

Tomorrow morning, i will have an operation. --> Tomorrow morning, I will have an operation.

I get hurted in anaccident in the factory last year. --> I got hurt in an accident in my factory last year.

Untill now,i can't lift little heavier things. --> Until now, I haven't been able to lift heavier things.

Maybe after the operation,i will recover well. --> Maybe after the operation, I will recover.

There are also any other things happened here. So my heart are not spring. --> A lot of other things have happened, too, so my heart is heavy.

I should care more about bright things.Everything have 2sides. --> I should pay more attention to the good things. Everything has two sides.

Honestly i don't want to be a worker in the factory anymore.It is so dangerous. --> Honestly, I don't want to be a factory worker anymore. It is so dangerous.

But i have not grasp other ways to make money. --> But I haven't found other ways to make money. 或者 But I don't have other ways to make money.

I have to responsible to my family.Be the one i wanna be. --> I have to be responsible for my family, and be the person I want to be.

In the factory,the superior even slapped across my face. --> At work, my superior even slapped me across my face.

But i still have not got enough power to treat it. --> But I still don't have enough power to fix it. 或者 But I still haven't gotten enough power to change it.

I should work harder to rush out the circle and control my destiny. --> I should work harder to rush out of this cycle and control my destiny.

I really need changing. --> I really need a change. 或者 I really need to change.

I heared one mott:when u feel painful,do not forget to walk away. --> I've heard an motto: when you're being put through pain, don't forget when you should walk away. 

Because time is moving all the time.I really should know what is the important thing for me now. --> Because time is moving all the time. I really should know what is most important for me right now.

Haha,good luck to me,everything will be ok! --> Haha, good luck to me, everything will be okay! [或者 OK]

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Good luck! I hope your operation goes well, and I'm sorry to hear that your situation with work has been difficult. I hope you're able to make all the changes that you hope to make!

Here's another expression [或者 motto 或者 saying 或者 adage 或者 idiom...lots of words]: "Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."

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Nice work :) - Kayla