Today's activities Putting most of my time on applying for an one-year taught programma of UCB today, my next step is to draft a personal statement which frustrated me a lot. I tend to think the thing I am doing is in vain because neither any research programs I participated like other applicants nor advanced writing capacity assuring admission committee that I am an outstanding student. Those two advantages making me get discouraged and feel depressed. At the same time, here is a new finding about myself, i.e. there are few ways for me to release from the pressures of life. I used to read comics or browse microblog but now I think they are merely consequences of unconstructive procrastination. I plan to do yogas as a solution of facing stessful things.