Ciel, we have the same age, so I know your point and I can understand your feeling. You have no idea how many times I was in the same feeling as you. But one day, I realized that the only way for me to not be in the same situation in the future was stay positive and try harder. I called these things "thinking out of box". Sometimes, we are not as lucky as other peoples, we don’t have a good background or a good position in social, but it doesn't mean that we cannot have a great life. All successes base on failures in the past, then we can learn from them and try harder … I know that my words will not effect to you strongly, but I hope you can get this feeling over and keep trying. Finally, everything comes because of its reason and you will see everything will be fine and you will smile and thanks when you look back. SMILEEEEE

You should keep a positve attitude，everything wil be fine.

I think you should not feel like that. It happens with everyone's life including me. These situations teach us to do harder toward your goal. So be happy. I heard somewhere that Happy mind learn super fast. keep smiling. I am sure one day will be the Boss. If It is the time of feeling failure after sometime you will be feeling happy. I was failed in one subject in my graduation. All of friend said to me " Amir give a party " then I said ya sure. We enjoyed a lot. I told them this party is for your success. We taken drink also that time they were saying this is for the failures. Everyone was shouting with happiness even many of them were failed. But I have remember the day even today. Really It was such a great time and fun for me.