First Day of My Diary Dear friends, hello,everyone! Thanks for italki's offering a platform for people all over the world who learn languages for various reasons.I feel excited every time when I get a chance to interact with foreigners.I find it interesting to exchange our thoughts and learning experiences.This is the kind of thing I've ever felt since I learned English when I was a middle school boy. I graduated from college last year.it is last year that made me so blue.I always feel life is so dull AND I'm always alone.My mother push me harder ,and she wants me to come back home and settle down to be an English teacher in my hometown where everything there is so backward compared with big city in China.I don't wanna go back.For one reason,I don't like the lifestyle people live in there.for another reason,I think I deserve a better position which suits me best and satisfy me most.Although I don't wanna come back to my hometown,I still hesitate to make a decision whether I'm going to be a teacher three years later in my hometown.City life is much harder than I think ,I always say to myself how can I save money to buy a house without high salary? This is the situation which bothers me for a long time. After searching myself and experiencing difficulties in Beijing and shanghai ,I decided to go on my study and took postgraduate exam.Finally,I was admitted this June.I will keep thinking my future and find the path suitable for me in my postgraduate life,so I won't feel lost when I graduate three year later. I will be tough ,down-to-earth.Trust me ,mom.I will be a better man,and make you proud !