My feeling我的感觉

我有时真的很伤心 那么多朋友中我竟然没有一个可以分享心事的朋友 没有一双耳朵可以听我说说心事发发牢骚。每次有心事都只能自己安慰自己 大家都觉得我很开朗 其实不是这样的。我也想要一个可以听我讲话的人 不要再一直听别人的心事 一直安慰别人。有时真的没有办法哭了,,,,,

Sometimes I really feel sad. 有时我会发愁

I have no friend to share my sad stories that are in my heart; 没有朋友来分忧心中悲事;

and no one can to listen to what I'm grumbling about. 无人听我/抱怨/发牢骚/

I always have to console myself. 常要自慰

Everyone opined that I'm very happy but actually I'm not. 人人说我是很开心, 其实非也.

I also wanna want a friend who can would listen to hear my worries. 我想有个朋友听我忧

I don't want keep listening to my friend's worries theirs and to console them. [This sounds very one sided.  No wonder no friends want to be with you during this time.  From looking at your Chinese also, now I get your drift, you should write, "No longer shall I be always be at the receiving end to hear their lament and consoling them."] 再不想要一直着听别人的心事, 再不安慰他人

Sometimes I have no choice and I will cry....有时没法, /只能/唯有/一哭 [啊]