Nothing is being the same

Lately I’m having a hard time trying to focus on something.
I feel like my mind is getting crowded, crowded of with thoughts
and ideas, and I’m afraid that one day it will explode. Every
Ever since I came back from one of my dreams I have had the these fear
of never being able to go back again and relive those moments
and live new situations.

It’s so hard to explain…. All of it just sounds insane and as
I’m going through this text my mind is leading me to a piece
of my dream. I feel like I’m flying to Wonderland, a magical
and endless world, I a world with forgivable sins. Why does it
have to be so complicated? I mean, life is not easy and don’t
doesn't need to be, but sometimes you just feel like you want
something so badly and I you don’t want to wait for it.

Once I heard that what comes easy doesn’t last long,
and what lasts long doesn’t come easy. So I’m willing
to wait, no matter how long it takes. I will prepare myself
so I wont spoil the chances to have this back. I just want
to feel this dream becoming real again.

Nothing is being the same anymore

Lately I’m I have been having a hard time trying to focus on something.
I feel like my mind is getting crowded, crowded full of thoughts
and ideas and I’m afraid that one day it will (would) explode. Every
since I came back woke up from one of my dreams I have had fears (or you can say - this fear) 
of never being able to go back again and relive the moments
and live new situations.

It’s so hard to explain…. All of it just It all sounds insane and as
I’m going through this text my mind is leading taking me to a piece part
of my dream. I feel like I’m flying to Wonderland, a magical
and endless world, I  a world with forgivable sins. Why does it
have to be so complicated? I mean, life is not easy and it don’t doesn't
need to be, but sometimes you just feel like you want
something so badly and I you don’t want to wait for it.

I once I heard that what comes easily doesn’t last long,
and what lasts long doesn’t come easily. So I’m willing
to wait, no matter how long it takes. I will prepare myself
so I wont don't spoil the chances to have this back (<-----Didn't understand) . I just want
to feel this dream become ing real again.

Nothing is being the same

Lately I’m having a hard time trying to focus on something.
I feel like my mind is getting crowded, crowded of thoughts
and ideas and I’m afraid that one day it will explode. Every
since I came back from one of my dreams I have these fears 
of never being able to go back again and relive the moments
and live new situations.

It’s so hard to explain…. All of it just sounds insane and as
I’m going through this text my mind is leading me to a piece
of my dream. I feel like I’m flying to Wonderland, a magical
and endless world, I world with forgivable sins. Why does it
have to be so complicated¿ I mean, life is not easy and don’t
need to be, but sometimes you just feel like you want
something so badly and I you don’t want to wait for it.

Once I heard that what comes easy doesn’t last long,
and what lasts long doesn’t come easy. So I’m willing
to wait, no matter how long it takes. I will prepare myself
so I won't spoil the chances to have this back. I just want
to feel this dream becoming real again.

your english so good