Nov 19, 2010 today,i felt upset,because i was so comfused about my future.such as my hunband,my job,my family,my country.......... no one tells me how to get them well. i just look like a baby who everyone can abandon.. I can abandon the world and near together . Why to always feel, were oneself abandoned by this world? Feel so tired? but i think failure doesn't mean God has abandoned you, It does mean God has a better idea. Our refusal to feel and take responsibility for our own pain is an inner abandonment and results in anxiety, depression, or inner emptiness.