Self-development books

It's been about ten days since I made up my mind to read 100 books in my twenties. (at first I was trying to read 300 books, but I reduced it). According to my circulation calculations [circulation means blood flowing through your veins!], I'll have to read one book in every three or four days, but I've only read only one and also two half‐read books since that day because I also have to study for TOEIC, although this may sounds like an excuse for being lazy.

I tend to influenced by other people very easily. Recently I've been feeling like I'm lost in my career, so I really want to hear some phrases to encourage myself. Because of that, now I'm now reading books which are called like "Mr. Kashiwa Sato, is working interesting?" and "100 phrases you should listen to in your twenties to not to get lost in your career in your whole life". As I read these books, I'm started to think that I would like to be a scrupulous person because Kashiwa says in his book that he wants to works with a scrupulous person, and I want to do a lot of incidental tasks because the other book writer says I should do it that so that I'll be able to participate in a large project in the future.

However, I also started to feel that reading these kinds of self-development books don't have much meaning for me because when I'm working, I almost completely forget what they said in the books.

Self-development books

It's been about ten days since I made up my mind to read 100 books in my twenties. (At first I was trying to read 300 books, but I reduced it) According to my calculations, I'll have to read one book in three or four days, but I've only read one and two half‐read books since then because I also have to study for TOEIC, though this may sounds like an excuse for being lazy. 

I tend to influenced by other people very easily. Recently I feel like I'm absorbed in my career, so I really want to hear some praise to encourage myself. Because of that, now I'm reading books which are called "Mr. Kashiwa Sato, is working interesting?" and "100 phrases you should listen to in your twenties to not to get lost in your career in your whole life". As I read the books, I'm starting to think that I would like to be a scrupulous person because Kashiwa says in his book that he wants to works with a scrupulous person, and I want to do a lot of incidental tasks because the other book writer says I should do it so that I'll be able to participate in a larger project in the future.

However, I also started to feel that reading these kinds of self-development books don't have much meaning because when I'm working, I almost completely forget what they said in the books.