Awful day

That was my second time to take the IELTS exam of IELTS, and I felt so sad because of my influenza and one part of the test - reading, which was so difficult that everyone thought it will be really terrible!!!
What's more, I feel so awful now, with my tearing eyes and my running nose ……
Although my mother didn't complain about me, I can perceive the blame from her eyes, that feeling is so so bad...I never want to see it again.

[Good work.  Unless you deliberately made yourself sick, you do not deserve blame.  The last time I had the flu, I would barely stand.]

Awful day

That It was my second time to attend an attempt at the IELTS exam of IELTS, I felt so sad unhappy firstly because of my influenza and secondly because of one part of the test - reading - which was expected to be so difficult that everyone thought it will would be really terribled!!! (was it in fact very difficult?)
What's more! I feel so awful now as with my tearing watering/teary eyes and my runnying nose ……
Although my mother didn't complain about criticise me, I can receive sense the blame/censure from in/behind her eyes, that feeling is so so bad...I never want to see it again.